| i'm lost.
it sucks that im forced into making a choice i shouldn't have to make.
no one is happy for me everyone is just bitter.
fuck that
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| he left my house a little while ago..
i was going through my purse and i found a note.. 3 pages long from him..
it almost brought me to tears.
i am so lucky.
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| we sat there and watched an episode of power rangers.
then we played mario on super nintendo.
we ate grilled cheese and drank soda out of wine glasses.
then we slow danced in the kitchen to whatever music was on.
it's stuff like that that the both of us enjoy more than anything.
yeah the whole cuddling and sleeping in each others' arms thing is amazing,
but I can do that with anyone.
It's when you find someone that you can do the simplest and stupidest things with is when you'll be the most happy.
That's so cliche but anyone who is in my position will support that statement to its fullest.
There's really not a purpose for this entry but it's something that i've been keeping inside.
I just don't know what I'm going to do when it's all over..
unlike most girls my age, im a realist. nothing lasts forever.
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| it's a shame how some people can be so narrowminded.
sometimes you're a certain way to everyone around you that they suddenly become uninterested and even annoyed. but when noone is left the fact that you are so oblivious to how you treat people casts a shadow on the reasons for consequences.
what i'm trying to say is that your friends don't leave you for no reason. there's gotta be something to make them either care or not care. I am thankful that I have had ashley and lauren in my life to always be there for me.
others however, that i have known since birth have meant more to me than anyone, but sometimes they are too immature to see beyond the childish things.
and that's exactly what it is.. childish.
I don't dwell. Shit was said and it's over. I can't change the way a person feels. and frankly i don't care anymore.
and after reading this, i want each and every one of you to think about at least one person in your life who have been there for you unconditionally... luckily i have two, but if you are having trouble thinking about someone who knows you inside and out, who would do anything for you at any point in time, who would stick up for you when you are being mistreated, and who would go out of their way for you no matter what, and most importantly, have never stabbed you in the back.. then you have a problem. chances are, you are one of the some people i was talking about above.
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| too good to be true..
and im petrafied...
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